june 02 2021 12:30 pm

went home at around 10:30 because i was losing my grip on reality lol my vision is blurry and everything is distorting

13:07 pm

i wanna keep my teeth in a can. canned teeth.

13:48 pm

parabola is the only song that is keeping me sane at this point. and i am an outsider by three days grace i guess. i am an outsider is a little more relatable but parabola makes me want to ascend.

14:11 pm

in this hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooly reality! in this hooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooly experience! WE'RE CHOOSING TO BE HERE

16:09 pm

i look at other guys and i want to look like them so badly. i'm so fucking ugly, i'm not even exaggerating. i am the ugliest being to curse this earth. the world went to shit when i was born. i want to be like other guys. i want to be taller than i am (i'm fucking 5'3", i haven't grown at all since 2016) and it's making me fucking mad. god!

19:33 pm

mood rn